Today God
reminded me that there are things that I began praying for and never saw
through. I was in worship this
morning and thought to myself, "gee, it would really be awesome if (insert
old prayer request)." I felt like God replied, "Why did you stop
praying?" So I immediately replied, "Nothing happened!" And then
I heard it again... "Why did you stop praying?"
I discussed
it with Adam on the way home from church and said a phrase that didn't seem to
make sense initially that just kind of jumped out of my mouth without my
thinking it through. Then I kept
talking and realized the phrase made perfect sense. I told Adam, "I have gotten tired of hearing the
silence so I stopped praying. It's the kind of silence that echoes!"
Silence that echoes? Did I just say that? What on earth does that mean? And
then I continued. "It's like
a hall full of doors and I have been banging on them for so long with no
answer. I am tired of hearing the
silence. The knocking without
answer. It's like the knocking
just echoes in the hall. So instead of continuing to knock, I have given up
because I don't want to hear the silence." I'm not sure if it made sense to anyone but me but Adam
seemed to understand me.
We all have
things we have given up on.
There is a
school of thought that believes that if God doesn't answer immediately, it must
have not been His will and maybe we should stop asking. This is not Biblical and Luke 18 makes
a good point to that. God wants us
to keep knocking. Get the Lord's
heart on a situation and pray His will.
But if the answer does not come immediately, do NOT give up! Keep
praying!! Sometimes God tarries in His answering. I love the story of the widow and the unjust judge in the
beginning of Luke 18 - the continual "Give me justice!" An
interesting book end to Luke 18 is the story that ends the chapter - the blind
beggar, "Jesus! Son of David! Have mercy on me!" Both stories show persistence. Both were initially ignored. Both kept pleading. They weren't silent. And the blind beggar "cried out
all the more." And both got an answer. The widow got justice and the blind beggar was healed. Why? A little word that I discovered in
my readings on prayer.
Importunity.
im·por·tu·ni·ty
[im-pawr-too-ni-tee,
-tyoo-] noun,
1. the state or quality of being importunate; persistence
in solicitation.
im·por·tu·nate
[im-pawr-chuh-nit]
adjective
1. urgent or
persistent in solicitation, sometimes annoyingly so.
2. pertinacious,
as solicitations or demands.
I read this
word initially in reading E.M. Bounds.
He stated that it was a quality to have in prayer so I looked it up, not
knowing what it meant. Even
recently, in reading George Mueller, I saw it again. Importunity.
Are you persistent in your solicitation in prayer? Do you keep knocking
even in silence? God loves when we talk to Him. Even if He doesn't seem to respond in our own view. It moves His heart. He loves hearing us ask Him. Do not mistake the silence of God for a
no. He may simply want your persistence
in asking. For eventually when the
answer comes, what a glorious day that will be. And the you will have learned perseverance, patience, and
endurance in the waiting.
Don't give
up. If there are things you have
prayed before and given up because there didn't seem to be an answer, pick it
up again! Keep knocking! Keep asking! Learn importunity. Start knocking again. Even when the silence seems to
echo.
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